i am very close to her because she listen to me very well. whenever i called her she will come. she is more into me than anyone else. my family always said
kucing erikai remember there this one time, i was eighteen. i didnt apply for government universities and i got scolded by my dad. i cried while sitting on the sofa. munchkin was staring at me helplessly on the floor. i kinda talk to her that i am sad because dady scolded me and so on. then she jump up to my lap, make a turn probably trying to find the best position for her to sit on my lap, then she lay on my lap with her head on my lap. that is when i realized she understands me and its just so nice of her to come and comfort me.
i got the news right after i had my shower. i was in my towel where Amy Jie open my door and told me Munchkin is dead.
i wasnt surprise
i didnt burst in tears
=(i just ask where did u find her and how did she died, is there any bites on her. then i realized i was already in tears. i closed the door since i need to put on my clothes. it was sad. extremely sad. i cried so hard till my eyes were so puffy i have to put ice on them. i went to throw the garbage yesterday morning. my mum put her outside, in her cage, near the elevator of my building. while waiting for the elevator, i look at her. usually i dont dare to look at her because she is sick and its just painful to see her that way. i look at her and say
i love you munchkin but i cant do anything about it. may god bless you.after that, the elevator door opened and i went in with little tears in my eyes. i think all this while, she is waiting for me. waiting for me to see her. waiting for me to say my goodbye to her.
*crying*i cant believe this is actually happening. just recently someone asked 'what would u say to someone that already knew death is knocking at the door'. do you want to know what did i do.
i do nothing at first
i dont dare to look at her
i seldom see her
i refused to accept the fact that she is going to die soon
when i know she will
Munchkin will always be my favorite, one and only cat that i've ever loved the most.
i will always love you Munchkin
rest in peace
"all munchkins will die. some have 9 lives, pray yours will return"u know what. i dont want to pray there will be another Munchkin because in the end, she is going to leave me or i am going to leave her, either one. that is like repeating the same hurtful feelings again and again. i dont want to be hurt like this anymore and im not going to let her feel like this.
one of the kind and unique. she has a very short tail, cute eyes. i love how she walks, different than others. she sleeps like me, cuddle up like a baby. somehow, mariah carey - one sweet day is on my mind now :)