Friday, May 11, 2012

Rejection

have u face rejection before?
have u been socially rejected before?
have someone rejected ur love before?
what is rejection anyway? aha.. it is the opposite meaning of acceptance. and of course it is painful indeed. 
very very hurtful
being rejected is always a possibility. however, what i learned is that being rejected doesnt mean that u were not liked. it means that things didnt work out.


it is emotionally painful because, as we all know that it is human nature to be accepted by everyone. to be loved. to have the sense of belongingness. this is just a part of your life. it is inevitable hence dont be too sad about it or afraid of it. 
most importantly, whenever u are sober or depressed or in despair.. always remember that its going to be over soon. it takes time. believe that u are going to get through this someday. and its not the end of the world. the world always unfair to everyone. therefore, to kill urself for that bullcrap reason is just irrelevant and foolish.


i have to say i did faced this before. it was dreadful. i cried everytime i think about it. i cried everytime i see pictures of us. 
but no worries, i cry a lot! AHA! but whats for sure is
it is worst than a break up.probably because my previous break up, i rejected him. ok. whatever it is, it is worst than that. LOL


and it does hurt me to see all ur pictures without me in it but i learned to accept it. i have to because this is totally going on for the rest of my life. i dont want to be bitter for the rest of my life. i want to live my life happily and joyfully


im not writing this to tell the whole world how mean u all are but u guys werent mean. u all do care about me after all. like someone said
it is just not the right time and it totally didnt work out for me as well
i write this because i think it is a good topic; rejection. since it happened to me, i would like to help people handling it.


and to know that someone is also having a hard time going through what im going through right now does lessen the pain. i thought im the only one that is in agony. lastly
im sorry to have caused u guys any trouble
i still love u guys XOXO