Sunday, October 28, 2012

Skyline, Not the Car

i've been going out so many times lately since someone love to bring me out *coff cough* ahahah! i think, we humans, always seek for entertainments. im not blaming anyone, just that we tend to forget the world when we are out and have fun
*wink*

me, johan and jeff went for the timeout live KL last wednesday at stage kl. ok, i dont really enjoy the performances because everytime a new band comes on stage, they will spend minutes of preparation for their instruments which somehow kills my mood little by little. we didnt watch the whole the performance because at one point, there is this one group took so long to prepare their stuff and we just walked off and head to HardRock
but
but
i love the first performance. forgot the name of the band. and we all love Darren Ashley. i hope i spell his name correctly. his genre of music, is sure to be liked the most by the audiences because he is a deejay. and most of the band, is somehow like indie band or underground band. it was ok, but just that one particular moment when my mood is
*poof*
disappear

the performances in Hard Rock KL is the best! well, its HRC anyway. its the SKYLINE who performed on that night. i heard they are going to perform till december or november. cant remember. but their choices of songs are the best.
from buble to rihanna to maroon5
splendid
the three of us enjoyed most of the songs. they are gooddd.. and the girl sing my favourite song which is diamonds from rihanna! that is like the latest song! and im a very big fan of rihanna. this makes me like them more. aha!
check them out at HRC KL because i am sure its going to be worth it!

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Attitude

Apparently someone went berserk and give me ideas to write this post. have you ever wonder many things till you give up to think of the "wonder" and start blaming that the world is always ALWAYS against you?
why do people do this to me?
why do i have to face this?
why there are so many WHY in this world?
i think in this type of situation, one must start thinking about oneself instead of other people or the things around them. i mean why do u have to question other people when the one that should be question is you and not anyone else.

there are always reasons behind every thing that happen to us in this world. its just a matter of we knowing it or not. as usual, we always go for the things around us and seldom ask ourselves what had we done until these things happen. of course i admit we always go like that because we are human and we wont go looking for our mistake first. however if this doesnt happen AT ALL, then it will be a problem lah. ahaha! so, always remember to ask what had u done instead of why do ppl do this or that.

"someone makes me think if i am selfish for putting one particular picture as my display picture in my facebook. i mean, im sorry if im being selfish or anything. i just like the picture. i dont intend for ppl to make fun of her or anything, that doesnt come across my mind at all. i dont really know how to react towards this actually. idk. idk."

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Love is Powerful

i dont intend to write about love in this post but i guess i will insert a little bit about it here. i just want to write about a person who i cared so much but now the feelings are depleting due to some reasons. i have made myself many distraction such as making new friends, having fun and so on. this is only to distract myself from the person because i know i cared too much about the person.

sometimes we did our best to help our trouble friends, change them for the better. some may accept the fact that we are only helping them to be better, some may not see it that way. hence, when the situation got worst and the other party is not making the situation any better, this is the time where i see i should back off
previously, i keep telling myself that everyone needs 
someone to care about them
to be by their side during the hard times
i guess that does not comply to everyone. it depends on the person itself, whether they want to be helped or not. i always have this perception in my mind that, no one deserve to be ignored or treated badly. which is true. just that, in this case. its complicated.

im writing this, not to tell that i have a trouble friend or anything. its just something that i want to share about how i felt when this things happened. i chose to stop cared about u because putting all the effort to it is just not worth it when you are not helping yourself out. this is where i realized that you chose not to help yourself. 

one thing for sure that i learned from this situation is to love yourself. how do you even know you are loving yourself? easy peasy. 
you respect yourself
you feel you are worthy 
and deserve any type of love from others
when you started to love yourself, you will make sure that you are going to lead a fulfilled life. this will automatically attracts positive energy and here comes The Secret. hehehe. those who reads The Secret would know what am i talking about.

besides that, learn to let go. do not let the past define who you are now. care what you have learned, how you have changed and grown from the past.
forgive yourself
and always feel good about yourself. feel great and fabulous always. in that way, it will increase your self esteem and you will eventually starting to take good care of yourself.


"forgive me for my imperfections. i hope to be a better friend rather than just retreating from the war you are in right now. i know you have followed the wrong strategy and will be defeated at the end. therefore, i am not joining the force"