Sunday, June 26, 2011


how do u define beauty?
in my definition, anything that is beautiful caught my eyes. i am going to stare quite a long time at something that is beautiful. so if u aint beautiful u wont get my stare.
just for laugh

tomorrow will be my first day of in-plant training. Sweets is around if i need a shoulder to cry on
as if its going to be that bad till i cry
i hope not

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

The Return

im going to talk about the good things because good things brings good vibes and my mission is to attract GOOD people in my blog. and now im going to CURSE whoever that have a bad intention when coming to this blog, you are going to be miserable for the rest of your life because u have create a very bad memories to lilypad, i mean to me.
okay im done with my curse

so me and marshallAIZUL is going strong. we are doing AMAZINGLY GREAT. this will be the first time to live very far apart but close in the heart. yucks. thats classic. anyway, we smsed everyday. we skyped. we said good night and good morning. everything is FINE and fabulous...fabulous.. that doesnt make sense right?
i think i just lost one of my senses
*going lala*

i'll be doing my in-plant training next week. i cant wait to experience nightmare. i have this vision that its going to be hell in my company. idk. i have a bad feeling bout it.

some of my college stuffs is with Sweets. hopefully he didnt STEAL any of my stuffs *giggles* okay, he's the only one that can help me to empty my college room. my dad is in Lebanon. My family lives in Ipoh, my mum is afraid of long distance travelling. she didnt allowed my sisters to pick me up. so sweets is the one.

im typing this post because its been a long time i'v abandoned my blog. im having this HIMYM marathon and its AMAZING. this time is real. i mean real AMAZING. previous AMAZINGLY is opposite of it.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Help: Steal People's Url

Situation 1
u open ur blog and findout in the shoutmix that many people are mad at u. and u start to wonder why. thank god, God almighty, some left their blog URL. so u go to their blog and read the shoutmix because something is amiss. and then u check there's a person disguised as me; mrs. e. and left each of the angry bloggers a fckup comments. 
total effin wat

there is one blogger who thought im the fcking dumbass who left him/her the fckup comments because i want my blog to be famous.
i have my identity on my blog. my twitter. my facebook probably(if u google my name) and this is genuine. u think im that idiot to do such thing? dont insult me. 
i felt so insulted for people to think i am soooooo stupid when im not. gezzzzchrist. why would i want my blog to be famous as the most hated blog in the worldwideweb????

hereby, i want to say. greatest apology to bloggers who got the unwanted comments in ur shoutmix. every each of the fckup comments that he post, will be the time he sigh in a day of his life. 

ladies and gentlemen, if u are having the same problem. u can go to the police station. they helped me. they are going to link it straightaway to the multimedia commission.

whoever did this to me, i know u are a guy. probably with a spectacles on, imagining those computer-die-hard peeps. i wonder what would u feel when u wake up every morning and realized u have done a crime? doesnt that haunting u?? well, for me, i will surely feel uneasy or uncomfortable with my life. 

sweetness has been with me throughout this whole situation. i am very very grateful to have someone with me at this time. i wont have the guts to go to the police without him. it really changed me from being afraid to a braver person.